Motivation… or lack thereof

7 Jan

Oh lordy~  It’s Monday…


…and I managed to survive~

 It is really really becoming riduculous the amount of energy and self-pep talking (is that a word? well if not, it is now) it takes for me to convince myself to get up and go to work.  For those of you who might view this as an early sign of depression…  It’s the going to work part that is killing me.

I think this is a direct result of forcing myself to do something I really did not want to do for a long period of time.  Yes, yes.. I made the decision to continue on here and I own up to that.  I just think I must have reached my limit.   I am attempting to spend as much time at work on ‘autopilot’ as I can.  Not meaning that I’m not working diligently, but rather than I’m trying to emotionally detach as much as possible.  7 more weeks isn’t that bad.  I can do it.

[quick… someone quote Waterboy]


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